Looking forward, and holding on. . . .

Life is hectic, life is crazy, life is good, life just is. . .

Weeks ago i get a call at work from the wonderful lady that i share my life with, and she is excited (i think, it was a bit confusing) She was asked to become a Christmas Warrior for a little girl in the Ukraine who has down syndrome and mild CP, she was presented with the opportunity to raise money for this little girl to get adopted.

This beautiful lady that i spend my life with proceeded to ask if it would be a good idea, if she should do it, i knowing how much she already has on her plate became very uneasy about saying yes, but i agreed. Followed by me agreeing was her saying she wants me to do it with her, now i'm all about doing what she likes and supporting her however i can, but i wasn't sure about the help, these things get stressful and can put a strain on a relationship, and it has.

It's nothing to extreme but it's so frustrating, she is such an independent person that i don't know where the boundaries are, where i should step in and where i should step back, what i can do and what she is doing. So i have stood back most of the way, but i do want to help. I am and will be here no matter what she asks me to do for it.

We are looking for items for our silent auction that will be held December 16th at harmony cafe in down town appleton, and we are also looking for sponsors as well.

We will do what it takes, i have no doubt in the world that we will accomplish everything we have set our minds to do.

This may be difficult and it may be hard but we will do it, we are already on our way, and no matter how difficult this gets, it may just be a blessing in disquise, it may test us, stress us out, and have us on the brink of who knows what but it will allow us as a couple to blossom and grow, and understand eachother!!!!!


A-RAE