Holding onto Nothing

Friendships come friendships go.

Is this easy, absolutely not.

How do you filter through the mess of good and bad?

You have to go with the flow and let what happens happen!

People take advantage and don't consider your feelings, they hurt you because of selfish decisions and choices they make, That is not a friendship, that is a user, someone who uses you to get what they want and when the time comes and you can no longer provide that ability to provide, then again this "friend" will walk away without a thought.

This SUCKS!

Mainly you have to hold your own, know when to say yeah sure no problem and when you have to finally just give up with it and say no, because your decision doesn't just effect you,it affects others around you, and given what they want it just encourages them to continue to do it because you do give in.

I am the first to say yes, but as soon as it crosses the line i will be the first to say no. I can hold my own, but i hate watching others being taken advantage of, it irritates me that people use others, i just think its ridiculous.

I have been irritable lately, but this is a big reason why, i have seen people getting taken advantage of lately and it saddens me.

Simple thoughts for the day!!

A-RAE

A New Year. . .A New Beginning

"Picture's never change, only the people in them do"

(Go participate in Take It Tuesday and post YOUR new beginnings photo! I just did!)

Each day is a new adventure, a new experience, hours and days unfolding!

Fearing the unknown, cherishing what you've got, holding on to the things that mean most!

New Years to me was never a time to start over, or the begininning, it was and is just a three hundred and sixty five day calendar started agian.

The fact is, is that my new beginning started July 1st, 2009 when me and CJ, first got together, when our relationship, when our lives, our future, our love, our family started, when we first began.

It's been rough, walking into something, into someones life, in which you know nothing about, to hope that you are everything, and more, for them, that you can succeed in being the person you want to be and the person they need, even though you have no idea what they want, what they need, there dreams, ideas, and beliefs.

It's been rough, but its been great! Learning, understanding, being apart of, communicating, helping, standing side by side, growing together, as a family.

I cherish what i have, sometimes like most it doesn't always show, and that is part of understanding.

To begin a family, with your love, your partner, your best friend is one of thee greatest things life can bring, and i am so unbelieveably lucky to have found thee one that not only i want to spend thee rest of my life with but the one that wants to spend hers with me as well!!! If that isn't the greatest beginning i don't know what is!



So Thank You baby, for being everything i could ever have wished for, and more!

I love you!!!!

I love you more then words could ever tell you!!!

A-RAE